And THIS Is Missed

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THIS is overlooked.

Time and time again.

THIS can’t be it.

Not just THIS.

You say.

And THIS is missed.

THIS isn’t good enough yet.

THIS needs to be better.

You say.

And THIS is missed.

There are too many thoughts.

Too many thoughts about me.

There’s not enough peace.

There’s too much anger.

There’s too much fear.

There’s not enough love.

There’s too much ego.

You say.

And THIS is missed.

I’m close, I’m really close.

I managed to be aware for two hours straight today.

I managed to remain calm for part of that arguement.

I managed to love myself for ten minutes today.

If  only I could always be aware though.

If only I could always remain calm.

If only I could always love myself.

Then I’d be there.

You say.

And THIS is missed.

…….

THIS is so easily disregarded.

THIS is so easily missed.

Because it isn’t perfect.

Because it is a mess.

But THIS doesn’t need to be perfect.

Because THIS is perfection.

All of it.

Exactly as it is.

You think it needs to look perfect.

You think it needs to feel perfect.

You think it needs to be perfect.

To be THIS.

You think you need to be perfect.

For you to be “there”.

But THIS doesn’t need any of that.

Because THIS is perfection.

And you are included.

Exactly as you are.

You are an expression of THIS.

Everything is.

All there is, is THIS.

…….

If you were to ask yourself one question.

Then ask yourself this:

Am I making myself exist right now?

…….

Who is doing any of THIS?

…….

Who grows the grass?

All there is, is “This”.

This “ultimate creative universal energy”.

This “infinite”.

This “everything”.

Happening right here, right now, always and everywhere.

All by itself.

Without anybody doing any of it.

And this is what you are.

What everything is.

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